Utopia NKRI

Gua baru nyadar kalo ternyata gua belom pernah nulis soal pendidikan, khususnya dunia pendidikan Indonesia, disini secara terperinci. Jadi karena gua kebelet nulis tapi gatau mau nulis apa, ya bahas ini aja deh.

Jadi gini, gua tanya dulu, apakah semua yang lagi baca kalimat ini setuju kalo ada banyak kesalahan dalam dunia pendidikan Indonesia? Terutama dalam sistemnya? Kalo gak semuanya berpikiran begitu, tolong baca sampe selesai. Dan kalo udah baca sampe selesai tapi masih berpikiran sama, coba hubungin gua dan kasih koreksi atas kesalahan interpretasi atau analisa gua yang ditulis di post ini.

Pestilential Moron

I suggest you to read this 'how to be a quantum mechanics expert in 10 minutes for dummies' by Stephen Hawking first before proceeding, trust me the whole explanation in the following link i will give to you is worth the time you'll spend to read since you can easily understand it, and make you feel like a professor afterward. Just read it.

www.hawking.org.uk/does-god-play-dice.html

So this dumbshit who's writing this post has some very simple questions for that article. First, what would be happened to a pair of a particle and an anti particle that separated in not only cosmological space, but also time? Well as it is explained on that article about the black hole, it warps space time. So what's gonna happen to one particle outside the black hole which got left by the anti which either entered or sucked into a black hole that has a gravity so massive it warps space time?

Well i got a little lost here, how do we even find out which one is the anti particle of one particle, especially when one of it is inside the black hole, which is currently impossible to find out since the black hole keeps the whole information from everything which has entered it for it has a gravity too strong that the current speed limit of the universe can't even beat.

I mean like, if the particle stood still, as if how the particles should be, even after it got left by the anti particle into the black hole, how do we even prove that the whole things exist in the present? How do i even know that i'm writing this post? I mean like back to the previous question, how could we even know which particle outside the black hole that has the anti particle inside the black hole? You know that black hole will probably bends more than 10.000 years of time just to approach the inside of it from its outermost gravitational field and yet we don't even know how much will time warps inside it, i don't know if there's one microscopic particle, since of course the scope of quantum mechanics is the microscopic particles, that will last more than 10.000 years just to wait for the movement of the anti.

And what would happened to the anti particle that is either on its way to the black hole or inside, while the particle outside the black hole, is moving.

SPACE AND TIME BENT NEAR THE BLACK HOLE, IMAGINE WHAT WOULD HAPPEN TO THE ANTI PARTICLE.

Guess i'll stop before i get looked too fool, answer anyone?

So this is the point where i think i can guarantee that i will be standing on the same line as Albert Einstein had stood until the day i die, God does not play dice with the universe, since i think that no one knows what God is, even Hawking, even perhaps God himself. God might be me, or you, or anybody else, or science, or gravity, or the particles, or physics, or anything else, or everything.

But i also have one new notion that even contradicts Einstein's,

"Fuck you God for making me love Physics, and yet can't stand numbers."

So i guess i'll be waiting for them all scientist fuckers to make some new steps while whining about their own discovery of science, and definitely stick with the Google and newspaper.

A Thousand Pictures

Okay this post is correlated with the very previous one. Don't bother to read the previous, and also don't bother to read this one too. I somehow just want to write yet i don't really know why. So as usual, this post will be containing those shitty quality assumptions and hypotheses i built in my damn head. So once again, don't bother to read it like really, i'm not even sure if i have conveyed anything the right way, i mean i'm not even sure that those who read actually comprehend what i wrote, since i don't even understand it myself.

So i better cut the bullshit and continue the previous post.

A Thousand Words

Well i can recently declare that i am the most invisible guy in this world. No one has ever noticed my presence regardless how hard i try, although i always think that i could always win anyone, but no it isn't now. I don't know what hell is wrong with this whole world, and neither with me.

So i suppose this is one of those desperate posts i barely made. It's just, i don't know, i just think no one would ever actually listening which is quite stupid if i keep trying to talk to anybody about this nonetheless i knew that no one would ever listen, and i also not enjoying a conversation of this sort. So, this blog is all i got left, this shit for once again will be turned into a diary of puberty boy.

Pay attention to the contradictions between both paragraphs above, yes my life is that ironic for now. It's just, i'm feeling like i have nowhere to come home to, at all. I just feel like what the hell is going on, everything was fine, but what is it right now? Where's the burning point? Or what? I just don't know what or why, but i just feel like "dude this is not what i live for, no one has ever wanted a life like this one." But i suppose my current position is a more precise phrase, not life.

So, what are we talking about? I think i won't write my problems right here like shit why the fuck would i? Of course i would rather talk about people's problem rather than my own because fuck you my life is not a public consumption. I just don't wanna be naked in front of everybody, wait... i actually want to... but forget it, you all got the metaphor, and fuck don't be so hypocrite about your curiosity on how it feels like to live as our ancestor, which "being naked" is also included.

So, i am wondering about this idiom lately

Mumble Jumble

I'm going to talk about pattern nonetheless it doesn't always show up but you can often find it is there around.

So, i have my own interpretation concerning the meaning of stupidity.

Stupidity isn't about the capacity of one's brain nor the capability of anything. Stupidity is an utter condition. No one has ever been born as a stupid since anyone could only be stupid by their own decision. Stupidity is a sort of situation where one's refusing to understand regarding anything they don't although they should, such a condition where one's stop exploring for they are easy to please, easy to be satisfied of themselves, excusing themselves in what they are incapable of, and one more condition of being stupid, blaming fate is the stupidest of all. And the explanation in this paragraph only applies toward mankind.

Wonderful Creed of Ours

Well now i'm going to write another sensitive post which of course about Abrahamic Beliefs. But this post will be about Islamic dogma i understood for i had been taught in this specific scope that way for perhaps about more than 10 years. And now i discovered this creed from another point of view and unfortunately found a peculiar uniformity which only led me into a deeper hesitation on religion.

So, this post is about the Bible, seen from the view of Islam. And there might be some Christian who is unable to understand or take this point of view. Please don't get offended, it's just some speculation popping in my head as someone who had been taught Islam and get a little lost on its fundamental theology.

Irrevocably Stupid

Well i don't fucking know how many exact times i had talked about it to i neither know exactly how many bunches of complex living organisms, i mean the whole complex organisms that live and organisms with specific complex lives and complex organisms that live particular complex lives, whom had conversed upon me regarding the sort of comprehensions or complexities or made-up complexities below.

Eternal Riddle

We all know that abrahamic religions told us that Adam and Eve ate a forbidden fruit in heaven as the reason of why we are living in this world instead of heaven. Al-Qur'an called that fruit as "Khuldi" and The Bible mentioned that fruit as an apple. No matter what this fruit really is and regarding the physical condition of this thing, some experts have analyzed that this thing probably has a truth behind what it called.

Insatiable Thirst

Just so you know that at some point i had lost the goal of my life. I mean like really, i questioned why the fuck am i here? And i didn't get the answer. Even if i have it now, but it's still a little unacceptable for it seems like life can do much more than what i'm after.

So that one time, my friend asked some questions and i gave my answers, poor answers.
"Why you entered university?" "to get a job"
"What for?" "money"
"For?" "survive"
"What's so bad about death?" "not living?"
"What's the exact thing that we should be afraid of not living?" "probably hell or heaven"
"If they did exist, and if they do not?" "..."

Long List

Don't read this if you're not that kind of open-minded person. I assure that it will offend you. So close the god damn tab if you were my mom.







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