Eternal Riddle

We all know that abrahamic religions told us that Adam and Eve ate a forbidden fruit in heaven as the reason of why we are living in this world instead of heaven. Al-Qur'an called that fruit as "Khuldi" and The Bible mentioned that fruit as an apple. No matter what this fruit really is and regarding the physical condition of this thing, some experts have analyzed that this thing probably has a truth behind what it called.

So that one day on a history class, my christian lecturer said that "the apple" is just a metaphor of knowledge. She said "you only need to be a fool to live in heaven" and my other christian friend said that the apple is the understanding classification between right and wrong. Then i read some few articles about this forbidden fruit from Islam and some also led  to the same explanation. Al-Qur'an has never explicitly mentioned this thing as a fruit. And it said that once Adam and Eve ate the forbidden fruit, it 'revealed' their genitals to each other. It said 'revealed' so it may lead into a conclusion that it's actually not literally showing their whole body because they had been naked beforehand, but once they consumed it, they found out that being naked in front of someone is a sin, and no one is able to do sin in heaven. That's why they got descended to earth, a consequence of knowing that God's creations are able to do something against its creator.

So for the vagueness of the explanations given on the scriptures, i currently accepted this explanation as the most makes sense explanation.

And this post is about questions of present as the result of the consideration for the fruit as a knowledge.

If that is the truth, that the fruit is actually the knowledge of good and bad, that made me asked what i have been asking all this fucking time for one more time, what are we actually doing in this world?

If that is what it is, doesn't that mean that what we have believed in is the forbidden fruit itself?

Did you ask why i asked that?

If you did, let me ask you. What is the point of religion itself? Isn't religion taught us of vice and virtue? That you will enter either hell or heaven for doing something? That you will get every consequences of doing anything?

So once again, what are we actually doing in this world?

What is heaven, the place that everyone wants to go and spend the eternity? 

I stumbled on a conclusion that living in heaven is an option. That we only need to find out that we can actually live in heaven on present life because we only need to know that we can't do sin. That we only need to live without asking why of we can't disobey his commands. That we only need to release our intelligence to live like Adam and Eve in heaven. That we only need to let go every of our knowledge between good and bad.

How could we do that?

It's easy, knowing that you can only do the right thing.

Yes God has made the rules of living in this life, yes there are uncountable acts that considerably counted as sin He had mentioned on the gospel, but those all were just a paradox. Why? Because He is the All-Merciful.

So yes it is possible to do sin and live in heaven at the same time, because the sin wasn't a sin when you don't know it or you know that it isn't.

So, you can either be a fool and live in heaven now or live like Adam and Eve on earth. Heaven isn't just existed in the afterlife because you can turn this present world into heaven as well. The point is, this world is also a heaven in any way you want to live with.

WELL WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?

For fuck's sake that was a dangerous thought, but no one knows whether that was right or wrong though.

No one can actually be certain of anything but death. And death certainly holds the truth.

I believe that God made this whole right and wrong for a reason, to guide us toward Him. But despite that belief, i also believe that God also gave us intelligence for a reason which some will never accept. I believe that He wanted to be found, either physically or spiritually. And everyone has been given their own way to go to that place.

And i haven't met the right spiritual path.

For i can easily believe what i can observe.

And i have not yet found God.

But i have not yet lost Him either.