Well i don't fucking know how many exact times i had talked about it to i neither know exactly how many bunches of complex living organisms, i mean the whole complex organisms that live and organisms with specific complex lives and complex organisms that live particular complex lives, whom had conversed upon me regarding the sort of comprehensions or complexities or made-up complexities below.
So, i'm gonna say that i have been exquisitely wandering a wonderful life immediately the moment i decided to succumb my heart to my head despite the consequences of living aside deceitfully agitating hubris along the shot. You apparently could sense the vanity for i said exquisitely wandered, couldn't you? That's one intelligible evident which i declared that i have gotten consumed by arrogance because i do really think and believing that i have been going through anything in a beautiful way, in my own doze of beauty obviously.
Okay gonna stop checking up the dictionary for cool words like the 2 paragraphs above because it took half an hour just to write those 2, and perhaps gonna take the rest of the millennium to finish this post if i keep doing that.
So what were the 2 first paragraphs saying? They said the real shit, now i'll let you know the shit. This post is addressed to those who are having any sort of stressful or tiring thoughts, and the outermost, suicidal thought, that affecting your daily basis on many aspect of real life.
Well, i don't know how many times i had discussed it with how many folks, especially those whom admitted to have problem, and they mostly at the same time having trouble to get rid of it although they also admitted that it started to tear their lives apart.
Now what is emotion? It's only a fucking hormone producing.
I still don't get why that one explanation didn't help, everything got easier after i knew that like really, how come you pussy bastards don't? Were all of those who still think that it didn't help just making everything up? So basically you love to be in there but still saying that you're not? So what's up with your melancholic life you hate? Still hating your own decision to be in there while knowing that you can get out because you figured out that you don't need to, that no one needs to? Still trying to say that you had tried to kill your bad feelings or those negative thoughts but you're completely unable to? Will you also try to kill your Satan breed one day in the future then try to convince me that you fail because your infant is as strong as Hulk?
Well you are more than welcome to kiss my ass.
Yes many of times i concluded and found that those who admitted to have problems and having problems to get rid of the problems from their head were at the same time having tendency to keep the problems for themselves while telling something indicated as they don't just so they'll look desperate for it's something cute at other's eyes and sucking other's sympathy for self-consuming, and fuck these kind of people.
But some have different case, some have the problems for themselves and barely tell others about it, or just telling to few since they don't mean to look for anyone's attention. These kind of situation need only help indeed.
But both type prone to be having the same inclination, particular effects upon their particular part of their lives according to the problem which signify acute doze of stupidity.
I'm talking about those who get bad grades, declining progress, riding emotions, turning mood swings into rampage or sorrow feast, then blaming the god damn problems they are having as an excuse afterward. Or those who had or did specific step based on emotion. What the actual fuck are you guys having inside your head? Pretty sure that it's not brain.
So what i'm saying is, it's okay to have any kind of feelings or thoughts as long as you're not making any of it a scapegoat for anything you're doing, and also don't fucking be a pussy to get beaten by something which fully inside your own perimeter of handling. If you keep refusing to admit that you yourself accepted the problems to stay inside you, let me ask you what makes leaving bad thoughts behind so impossible while you can instantly forget math problems in about 5 minutes? Bad thoughts isn't more practical than math, is it?
I'm going to say that every thought, literally the whole of it, is disposable depends on your will to banish it. Well okay, it's probably quite hard to do to those who get used to swallow negativity upon themselves but i had found the way out for i were that kind of person too. I found that to act is both the most effective and the final way that took only one single role --which is yourself-- to leave shit behind. The effective way to turn thought into nothing is to act like you are turning it into nothing. Well i always find that thinking is the first way and the foundation to act, and at some point in this disposing frame of mind case, i only need to think to act. I would say that recently i barely need to think then physically act afterward because i'm often there before i even feel i urged to do physical act. So probably the more you get used to do it, the more it is something easier to do, because i myself had imported thinking into one of my act, which is a lot simpler since physical act is occasionally formed as lying to others, a stereotype of bad habit, but it's a different case when you yourself who at the same time lies and gets lied, right? So it will be summed up as 'i am fully capable of turning lie into truth and don't feel bad of it as long as it is only me myself as the one who gets lied and i think it is necessary to do, you can't tell other person a lie when the lie itself is the truth to yourself can you?' And it's not literally the thought when i said that it's disposable, it's the effect of the thought you get.
And don't ever say you can't do it before you even try. Don't even fucking surrender before you even give a shot for you'll regret it in the future. In this case, you'll later find out how fool you were and possibly are. Well being a fool is not good to go, beside, it's not easy either.
Don't get it wrong, i'm not asking any of you to be a heartless human, it's just disposing particular thing is not something impossible to do, i mean why would you prefer to be in the state of exhausted and stressful of yourself rather than be happy and easy going on some span from your life? Why would you prefer to chose to get this life harder nonetheless it already is a hard thing to do rather than making lesser complexity? Why would you prefer to walk through a dreadful path when there is the better and the easier you can apply?
Unless you were in a kind of condition i have no idea about, like planning on getting your name into Guinness Book of World Records, efficiency is mostly a priority, right? You will use the god damn knife to slice the watermelon rather than smashing your head against it right?
So it's summarized as, you can chose your own condition. We are able to declare that we can actually say fuck this and fuck that then get the credit from it or don't say fuck this and fuck that then also get the credit from it, in a different shape.
So guys, all of the above is the complexity i made to explain how making everything more complex is stupid.
What an irony.
So, i'm gonna say that i have been exquisitely wandering a wonderful life immediately the moment i decided to succumb my heart to my head despite the consequences of living aside deceitfully agitating hubris along the shot. You apparently could sense the vanity for i said exquisitely wandered, couldn't you? That's one intelligible evident which i declared that i have gotten consumed by arrogance because i do really think and believing that i have been going through anything in a beautiful way, in my own doze of beauty obviously.
Okay gonna stop checking up the dictionary for cool words like the 2 paragraphs above because it took half an hour just to write those 2, and perhaps gonna take the rest of the millennium to finish this post if i keep doing that.
So what were the 2 first paragraphs saying? They said the real shit, now i'll let you know the shit. This post is addressed to those who are having any sort of stressful or tiring thoughts, and the outermost, suicidal thought, that affecting your daily basis on many aspect of real life.
Well, i don't know how many times i had discussed it with how many folks, especially those whom admitted to have problem, and they mostly at the same time having trouble to get rid of it although they also admitted that it started to tear their lives apart.
What the hell dude?
Now what is emotion? It's only a fucking hormone producing.
I still don't get why that one explanation didn't help, everything got easier after i knew that like really, how come you pussy bastards don't? Were all of those who still think that it didn't help just making everything up? So basically you love to be in there but still saying that you're not? So what's up with your melancholic life you hate? Still hating your own decision to be in there while knowing that you can get out because you figured out that you don't need to, that no one needs to? Still trying to say that you had tried to kill your bad feelings or those negative thoughts but you're completely unable to? Will you also try to kill your Satan breed one day in the future then try to convince me that you fail because your infant is as strong as Hulk?
Well you are more than welcome to kiss my ass.
Yes many of times i concluded and found that those who admitted to have problems and having problems to get rid of the problems from their head were at the same time having tendency to keep the problems for themselves while telling something indicated as they don't just so they'll look desperate for it's something cute at other's eyes and sucking other's sympathy for self-consuming, and fuck these kind of people.
But some have different case, some have the problems for themselves and barely tell others about it, or just telling to few since they don't mean to look for anyone's attention. These kind of situation need only help indeed.
But both type prone to be having the same inclination, particular effects upon their particular part of their lives according to the problem which signify acute doze of stupidity.
I'm talking about those who get bad grades, declining progress, riding emotions, turning mood swings into rampage or sorrow feast, then blaming the god damn problems they are having as an excuse afterward. Or those who had or did specific step based on emotion. What the actual fuck are you guys having inside your head? Pretty sure that it's not brain.
So what i'm saying is, it's okay to have any kind of feelings or thoughts as long as you're not making any of it a scapegoat for anything you're doing, and also don't fucking be a pussy to get beaten by something which fully inside your own perimeter of handling. If you keep refusing to admit that you yourself accepted the problems to stay inside you, let me ask you what makes leaving bad thoughts behind so impossible while you can instantly forget math problems in about 5 minutes? Bad thoughts isn't more practical than math, is it?
I'm going to say that every thought, literally the whole of it, is disposable depends on your will to banish it. Well okay, it's probably quite hard to do to those who get used to swallow negativity upon themselves but i had found the way out for i were that kind of person too. I found that to act is both the most effective and the final way that took only one single role --which is yourself-- to leave shit behind. The effective way to turn thought into nothing is to act like you are turning it into nothing. Well i always find that thinking is the first way and the foundation to act, and at some point in this disposing frame of mind case, i only need to think to act. I would say that recently i barely need to think then physically act afterward because i'm often there before i even feel i urged to do physical act. So probably the more you get used to do it, the more it is something easier to do, because i myself had imported thinking into one of my act, which is a lot simpler since physical act is occasionally formed as lying to others, a stereotype of bad habit, but it's a different case when you yourself who at the same time lies and gets lied, right? So it will be summed up as 'i am fully capable of turning lie into truth and don't feel bad of it as long as it is only me myself as the one who gets lied and i think it is necessary to do, you can't tell other person a lie when the lie itself is the truth to yourself can you?' And it's not literally the thought when i said that it's disposable, it's the effect of the thought you get.
And don't ever say you can't do it before you even try. Don't even fucking surrender before you even give a shot for you'll regret it in the future. In this case, you'll later find out how fool you were and possibly are. Well being a fool is not good to go, beside, it's not easy either.
Don't get it wrong, i'm not asking any of you to be a heartless human, it's just disposing particular thing is not something impossible to do, i mean why would you prefer to be in the state of exhausted and stressful of yourself rather than be happy and easy going on some span from your life? Why would you prefer to chose to get this life harder nonetheless it already is a hard thing to do rather than making lesser complexity? Why would you prefer to walk through a dreadful path when there is the better and the easier you can apply?
Unless you were in a kind of condition i have no idea about, like planning on getting your name into Guinness Book of World Records, efficiency is mostly a priority, right? You will use the god damn knife to slice the watermelon rather than smashing your head against it right?
So it's summarized as, you can chose your own condition. We are able to declare that we can actually say fuck this and fuck that then get the credit from it or don't say fuck this and fuck that then also get the credit from it, in a different shape.
So guys, all of the above is the complexity i made to explain how making everything more complex is stupid.
What an irony.
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