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I'm going to talk about pattern nonetheless it doesn't always show up but you can often find it is there around.

So, i have my own interpretation concerning the meaning of stupidity.

Stupidity isn't about the capacity of one's brain nor the capability of anything. Stupidity is an utter condition. No one has ever been born as a stupid since anyone could only be stupid by their own decision. Stupidity is a sort of situation where one's refusing to understand regarding anything they don't although they should, such a condition where one's stop exploring for they are easy to please, easy to be satisfied of themselves, excusing themselves in what they are incapable of, and one more condition of being stupid, blaming fate is the stupidest of all. And the explanation in this paragraph only applies toward mankind.

Wonderful Creed of Ours

Well now i'm going to write another sensitive post which of course about Abrahamic Beliefs. But this post will be about Islamic dogma i understood for i had been taught in this specific scope that way for perhaps about more than 10 years. And now i discovered this creed from another point of view and unfortunately found a peculiar uniformity which only led me into a deeper hesitation on religion.

So, this post is about the Bible, seen from the view of Islam. And there might be some Christian who is unable to understand or take this point of view. Please don't get offended, it's just some speculation popping in my head as someone who had been taught Islam and get a little lost on its fundamental theology.

Irrevocably Stupid

Well i don't fucking know how many exact times i had talked about it to i neither know exactly how many bunches of complex living organisms, i mean the whole complex organisms that live and organisms with specific complex lives and complex organisms that live particular complex lives, whom had conversed upon me regarding the sort of comprehensions or complexities or made-up complexities below.

Eternal Riddle

We all know that abrahamic religions told us that Adam and Eve ate a forbidden fruit in heaven as the reason of why we are living in this world instead of heaven. Al-Qur'an called that fruit as "Khuldi" and The Bible mentioned that fruit as an apple. No matter what this fruit really is and regarding the physical condition of this thing, some experts have analyzed that this thing probably has a truth behind what it called.

Insatiable Thirst

Just so you know that at some point i had lost the goal of my life. I mean like really, i questioned why the fuck am i here? And i didn't get the answer. Even if i have it now, but it's still a little unacceptable for it seems like life can do much more than what i'm after.

So that one time, my friend asked some questions and i gave my answers, poor answers.
"Why you entered university?" "to get a job"
"What for?" "money"
"For?" "survive"
"What's so bad about death?" "not living?"
"What's the exact thing that we should be afraid of not living?" "probably hell or heaven"
"If they did exist, and if they do not?" "..."

Long List

Don't read this if you're not that kind of open-minded person. I assure that it will offend you. So close the god damn tab if you were my mom.







Why did God give human intelligence? Why did God want us to worship him? Why did God make hell and heaven? Why did God create human?

Sesi Suudzon

Halo semua.

Gua punya beberapa pandangan yang mau gua bagi sekarang walaupun sifatnya opini dan gaada kuat2nya.

Jadi gini, gua mau membahas soal isu yang lagi digembor-gemborin media soal bencana kebakaran hutan. Kayanya semua juga udah tau yah kondisinya gimana, dan kebetulan gua punya temen yang tinggal di Riau. Isu kabut asep ini udah sempet meledak juga kan sekitar 1-2 tahun yang lalu iya nggak? Dan waktu itu gua telpon temen gua yang di Riau dan nanya soal keadaan disana.

Ya, emang bener ada kabut asep dan emang keadaannya parah.

Tapi ternyata...

Nuff Said Bitch

Still hoping that someday wouldn't be about.

A simplest source of light that means a lot.

For many of us have forgotten.

That even the strongest man lives forever not.

No admittance of being in the state of riding emotions.

While shoving conceit as a new solution.

For many of us have forgotten.

That ignorance need no permission.

Knowing too much drives into confusion.

So don't got left in an endless road of illusions.

For many of us have forgotten.

That every answer has its question.

Wandering a life of infinite remedy.

Denial of living on the edge of sanity.

For many of us have forgotten.

That pride is a little less of vanity.

Stop staring at sunlight of a new dawn.

The blister that will not be back drawn.

For many of us have forgotten.

That the widest trunk always started from the ground.

We don't know how much we hate this.

Having too many thoughts instead of fists.
For many of us have forgotten.
That we had insufficient persist.

I do know what i did.
That made everything else looks like a bit.
For i have forgotten.
That regret is a piece of shit.

Another Nonsense

It's very strange that one day i thought about the quality of relationship. I'm talking about human relationship, the whole of it, not only that lovers shithole stuff. Well before we get into it, let's get our perceptions stand on the same line first.

Quality, funny when you found out that every word doesn't always have the same meaning to everyone. Quality, it's about goodness, it's always about condition, mostly making some sort of rank regarding the condition of something, right? What is the word 'quality' means to you?

Paradigm Shift

Okay this might be one of the most frightening thoughts i've ever had. And plenty of people out there will get tired of reading it and leave it once they got bored of my writings before they even far from finish. You won't ever get a shit unless you finished it, trust me.

So i've been thinking about it for the last 2 days, and it's bombarding my head since the first time it passed through. THIS POST CONTAINS SENSITIVE MATTERS, and i swear God i'm not joking when i wrote that. And please, pardon me for giving some perspective that some might not understand, but i will try to write it as less offensive as i could, and as understandable for everyone as possible since the perspective is not for everybody.