It's very strange that one day i thought about the quality of relationship. I'm talking about human relationship, the whole of it, not only that lovers shithole stuff. Well before we get into it, let's get our perceptions stand on the same line first.
Quality, funny when you found out that every word doesn't always have the same meaning to everyone. Quality, it's about goodness, it's always about condition, mostly making some sort of rank regarding the condition of something, right? What is the word 'quality' means to you?
And i said 'good' at the previous paragraph. Okay now, i don't really know what the word 'good' means. I mean i can't explain it properly, because everyone probably has their own conceptions about this word since i have mine. And i'll be thinking inside the box for now just so i can explain this word the way society wanted it to be explained. So, 'good'....
I STILL CAN'T EXPLAIN THIS SHIT, AND BY THE WAY, YOU ALL KNOW WHAT GOOD MEANS AM I RIGHT?
Everyone has their own sight for the world, we all have 'the sight', the only difference is how the way we use it, right? So i think i can skip the 'good' word for now, because we all know what good means but we have our own margins about 'good'.
So, relationship quality, i bumped onto this question the moment i was recalling something back to the past "why do plenty of relationships that i didn't mean to make ended up as the good ones, and the ones that i deliberately made mostly ended like shit?" I mean like really, the moment i got that question in my head, i instantly remembered every of my best friends. And from all of them, i didn't try to be their friend and so did they, it just happened like "poof we were meant to be, get the hell out of our way you motherfucker." And i was only entering college where i feel like i have the urgency to befriend a lot of fuckers, so i sought for friends, and every each of it went like a fucking crap. Well i'm not saying that i don't like them, it's just like, hell no i can't find the quality that i'm looking for this way. Then i asked that question to my new good friend, which included into one of those accidental good friends, right at the moment i got wondered. And his answer is probably the answer why.
He said "probably because both side got nothing to lose." Then i was like 'this one fucker is one of the brightest i've ever met.'
Did you get what he said? The relationship that we deliberately made mostly happened because we needed it, we did it because we have the urgency to do so, that made our position fragile, i mean like, you don't want to blow up the things you need right? So you look everything carefully. For example, you don't want to look stupid in front of your boss right? You want to look good in front of your new colleagues right? You don't want everyone looking at you as a dick right? Because if you didn't do the good impression, you won't get them, you'll be losing your position in front of them, you won't get your needs, you'll get afraid of failing on filling your needs. You'll get afraid for your own position. You'll get afraid of losing them.
You'll get afraid of losing something you haven't had.
While the accidental relationship gets along because none needs to be afraid of losing something, because both side have no idea that the other side is coming, because you don't need them at the first place. And the only thing you can afraid of losing is that someone itself one day in the future, when you started to need them.
That's why i'm single right now, because i have not yet accidentally stumbled upon stupid blind bitch, and the ones that i deliberately approached bailed me out all the god damn time.
So, get back to the line, why does human get afraid of losing something?
Because they have it, it's that simple.
I figured out that i don't need to be afraid of losing something i don't have, simply because i can't lose it anyway.
Nevertheless i knew that now, i still can't throw away something to get the quality through the deliberate method, possession. Because yes i can't lose something i don't have, yes i can't lose them before i even knew them, but i still posses my own goal right? Why the fuck would i approach someone i don't know for no reason? So once again, i somehow need to fulfill my needs, and i think everyone needs that as well. And i don't think i need to explain why the accidental mostly ended up as the good ones for one more time.
So after that thoughts, i tracked it back to the top, to the human nature.
Have you ever asked why were there economic crisis?
Have you ever asked why were there World Wars?
Have you ever asked why were there coup d'etat?
Have you ever asked why were there happy people?
Have you ever asked why were there sad people?
Have you ever asked why were there strong people?
Have you ever asked why were there weak people?
Have you ever asked why were there countries?
Have you ever asked why were there borders?
Have you ever asked why were there money?
And i only need to give 1 word to answer the whole 10 questions above, possession.
Economic crisis? Because 1 or more side possess necessities.
World Wars? Because 1 or more side possess necessities either.
Coup d'etat? Because 1 or more side possess dissatisfaction and the other side possesses the greediness or stupidity or both.
Happy people? Because they possess satisfaction or getting possession.
Sad people? Because they possess dissatisfaction or losing possession.
Strong people? Because they possess what it takes to be strong.
Weak people? Because they possess what it takes to not be strong.
Countries? Because we human possess possessions.
Borders? Because we human possess countries.
Money? Because we possess our national heroes and/or beautiful landscape on particular area to be put on the paper.
So possession is a wall for relationship, a blanket for conflict, a trigger for movement, a throne for satisfaction, and the reason why for every human's act when you pull it up to the top of the source if you ever wondered about everything that had happened. I don't know whether you have realized it or not, but get mindfucked the moment i realized that everything about human is possession.
And my friend told me possession is the son of human ego, and i also get mindfucked on that fact too. So yes, ego is controlling everything.
So that's the post is about, but you need to know that i asked Robin about the deliberate and accidental affect the quality stuff. And she gave me the best answer too. She said that "none of the way we met people affect the quality, because the quality could only show up along the process of the relationship bonding." And hell yes i can't deny that answer. I possess envy for she possesses a brilliant map of mind.
So the point is, as usual, this is all bullshit.
Gotham, October 4th 2015
Your Batman, fuckers.
Quality, funny when you found out that every word doesn't always have the same meaning to everyone. Quality, it's about goodness, it's always about condition, mostly making some sort of rank regarding the condition of something, right? What is the word 'quality' means to you?
And i said 'good' at the previous paragraph. Okay now, i don't really know what the word 'good' means. I mean i can't explain it properly, because everyone probably has their own conceptions about this word since i have mine. And i'll be thinking inside the box for now just so i can explain this word the way society wanted it to be explained. So, 'good'....
I STILL CAN'T EXPLAIN THIS SHIT, AND BY THE WAY, YOU ALL KNOW WHAT GOOD MEANS AM I RIGHT?
Everyone has their own sight for the world, we all have 'the sight', the only difference is how the way we use it, right? So i think i can skip the 'good' word for now, because we all know what good means but we have our own margins about 'good'.
So, relationship quality, i bumped onto this question the moment i was recalling something back to the past "why do plenty of relationships that i didn't mean to make ended up as the good ones, and the ones that i deliberately made mostly ended like shit?" I mean like really, the moment i got that question in my head, i instantly remembered every of my best friends. And from all of them, i didn't try to be their friend and so did they, it just happened like "poof we were meant to be, get the hell out of our way you motherfucker." And i was only entering college where i feel like i have the urgency to befriend a lot of fuckers, so i sought for friends, and every each of it went like a fucking crap. Well i'm not saying that i don't like them, it's just like, hell no i can't find the quality that i'm looking for this way. Then i asked that question to my new good friend, which included into one of those accidental good friends, right at the moment i got wondered. And his answer is probably the answer why.
He said "probably because both side got nothing to lose." Then i was like 'this one fucker is one of the brightest i've ever met.'
Did you get what he said? The relationship that we deliberately made mostly happened because we needed it, we did it because we have the urgency to do so, that made our position fragile, i mean like, you don't want to blow up the things you need right? So you look everything carefully. For example, you don't want to look stupid in front of your boss right? You want to look good in front of your new colleagues right? You don't want everyone looking at you as a dick right? Because if you didn't do the good impression, you won't get them, you'll be losing your position in front of them, you won't get your needs, you'll get afraid of failing on filling your needs. You'll get afraid for your own position. You'll get afraid of losing them.
You'll get afraid of losing something you haven't had.
While the accidental relationship gets along because none needs to be afraid of losing something, because both side have no idea that the other side is coming, because you don't need them at the first place. And the only thing you can afraid of losing is that someone itself one day in the future, when you started to need them.
That's why i'm single right now, because i have not yet accidentally stumbled upon stupid blind bitch, and the ones that i deliberately approached bailed me out all the god damn time.
So, get back to the line, why does human get afraid of losing something?
Because they have it, it's that simple.
I figured out that i don't need to be afraid of losing something i don't have, simply because i can't lose it anyway.
Nevertheless i knew that now, i still can't throw away something to get the quality through the deliberate method, possession. Because yes i can't lose something i don't have, yes i can't lose them before i even knew them, but i still posses my own goal right? Why the fuck would i approach someone i don't know for no reason? So once again, i somehow need to fulfill my needs, and i think everyone needs that as well. And i don't think i need to explain why the accidental mostly ended up as the good ones for one more time.
So after that thoughts, i tracked it back to the top, to the human nature.
Have you ever asked why were there economic crisis?
Have you ever asked why were there World Wars?
Have you ever asked why were there coup d'etat?
Have you ever asked why were there happy people?
Have you ever asked why were there sad people?
Have you ever asked why were there strong people?
Have you ever asked why were there weak people?
Have you ever asked why were there countries?
Have you ever asked why were there borders?
Have you ever asked why were there money?
And i only need to give 1 word to answer the whole 10 questions above, possession.
Economic crisis? Because 1 or more side possess necessities.
World Wars? Because 1 or more side possess necessities either.
Coup d'etat? Because 1 or more side possess dissatisfaction and the other side possesses the greediness or stupidity or both.
Happy people? Because they possess satisfaction or getting possession.
Sad people? Because they possess dissatisfaction or losing possession.
Strong people? Because they possess what it takes to be strong.
Weak people? Because they possess what it takes to not be strong.
Countries? Because we human possess possessions.
Borders? Because we human possess countries.
Money? Because we possess our national heroes and/or beautiful landscape on particular area to be put on the paper.
So possession is a wall for relationship, a blanket for conflict, a trigger for movement, a throne for satisfaction, and the reason why for every human's act when you pull it up to the top of the source if you ever wondered about everything that had happened. I don't know whether you have realized it or not, but get mindfucked the moment i realized that everything about human is possession.
And my friend told me possession is the son of human ego, and i also get mindfucked on that fact too. So yes, ego is controlling everything.
So that's the post is about, but you need to know that i asked Robin about the deliberate and accidental affect the quality stuff. And she gave me the best answer too. She said that "none of the way we met people affect the quality, because the quality could only show up along the process of the relationship bonding." And hell yes i can't deny that answer. I possess envy for she possesses a brilliant map of mind.
So the point is, as usual, this is all bullshit.
Gotham, October 4th 2015
Your Batman, fuckers.
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