I was sitting on the balcony yesterday when i looked up to might be the clearest sky i've seen lately.
I don't know why i talked a lot about sky or universe or some related shit, i just found many thoughts when i looked up to the night sky.
The sky was so clear yesterday, the full moon shined so bright, and i also saw something i have never seen before. It looked like Venus but it was too bright and way too big to be it, for God's sake it was really beautiful. And the newspaper said that was the result of overlapping Jupiter and Venus which were on the same line from the place i was standing, i feel so lucky.
Before i continue to write, let me remind you that this might be a little sensitive for you have read the title, and people might think that i was just that idiotic shit who doesn't know what he's talking about and trying to shove his stupidity down to other people's head. Let me remind you that this is just some thoughts popping through my head --which is stupid-- but i just feel like i want everyone to know this. And it might lead you either into clarity or losing direction or nothing happens because you think that it's so stupid since you know something i don't know, depends on you.
Okay back to the balcony. I swear god yesterday's sky was so clear for which i could see hundreds, i don't know maybe thousands stars up there even though i don't know whether all of them were stars or not, but i assumed that they were all stars because they shined. I don't know a name of the stars i was looking, sun is the only visible star i can recognize, and yesterday on the balcony it was night, which means no sun of course. The fuck i was talking about?
And that moment at the balcony, at first i asked myself "how far can a naked human's eyes see?" wait... I mean "how far can human's naked eyes see?" or more specific "what is the furthest object out there in the sky we are able to see with naked eyes?" and guess what are the answers of those two questions... I have no fucking idea, and i didn't mind to find the answers on the internet because although i knew the answers, it's still a fucking miracle for me to know where the exact position of that furthest object is when there is no expert pointing at it.
Then after those questions, popped another ones like "how was the surface of the moon?" "where is mars right now?" "can we see another galaxy from here with mere naked eyes?" or "was that the edge of the Milky Way?" and another such kinda answerable questions i don't know the answers. But then i remembered that light travels around 300,000 Km/s, which is quite fast, but not fast enough when we talk about the super vast universe. When we see the furthest observable object with the strongest telescope currently existing, that object is not truly quite like that for this exact recent time. I got fascinated of how optical illusion is able to fool human. When you see an object out there, the furthest object, it might have been dead long time ago, the current condition is certainly not as we are able to see it right now because light only travels 300,000 Km/s and now imagine how far that object is. The appearance of that object needs thousands or perhaps millions years to reach our eyes. We are seeing the ghosts.
Okay i'm not good at giving explanation about something this high so let me just give the simple parable of it. The easiest way is phone line. You can hear what someone said straightly when you were in direct conversation right? But when you were in phone line, sometimes you realized there was a brief delay between the moment you said something and when the person on the other line heard it, right? Have you got what i was saying? If you haven't please just kill me.
So after that light speed stuff i asked myself again "am i only seeing ghosts of glorious stars?" "is that star i'm seeing up there just a glimpse of its past? Have that star blown yet? Is that star far enough to apply that law?". Then it led me to the dimension of time. Can you imagine how time is really matter when we are talking about this sort of thing? I mean imagine if there was no dimension of time, or imagine if we were able to replace the dimension of time with some other dimension we have not probably yet known, or imagine if we live with extra dimension(s). Time is the only wall between us and that furthest observable object.
And that's when i realized this might be the answer of God's existence.
This is only a sort of conjectural assumption in my head i have foreseen no one could ever explain within my lifespan. And as i recall, asking God's existence is counted as a sin in my religion, but i justify my thoughts, because i'm not defying something is existing, i believe that this kind of thing isn't counted as a manifestation of disbelieving. I'm just blending my faith between science and religion. I believe in Big Bang Theory and i assume the rest of the unanswered questions of universe existence is God's intervention. I believe in Darwin's Theory of Evolution and second guessing that Adam is the first Homo Sapiens. And i, no i don't have any other examples of mixing science and religion.
So, this is the sensitive part i told you at the first place. I summarize that God might does exist everywhere, God might be right in front of you right now or in your head or in your spine or in your smartphones or everywhere, we human just unable to see God or prove God's existence. Because God is living with/in extra/different dimension(s) as human lived. I don't know and i think no one will ever know.
Have you watched I Origins? It's a great movie trust me you should watch it. There's a scene on that movie which cut straight through my senses. I can't remember how exactly the conversation had gone but this is more or less how it went.
The scientist had a research with worm as the subject. The scientist who didn't believe in God was having a conversation with his girlfriend about God.
"how many senses does the worm have?"
"worm has 2 senses"
"and what are those?"
"sense of touch and sense of taste"
"so it couldn't see?"
"yes, worm has no eye"
"so the worm has no idea about the light's existence it gets surrounded by?"
"yes"
"so the worm doesn't know that light is existed?"
"yes"
"but light does exist, the worm just has no idea it exists because worm doesn't have the right sense to know it exists"
So, there's nothing left to say, we might just a living creature with the wrong stuff to prove God's existence. God is beyond our reach for now, i don't know whether human in the future is able to find God through science. But i have a feeling that our kind will extinct before we reached it.
That's why religion mention a lot about faith, because no one can prove anything, we don't really know but we just believe that there's something great who has the answer of everything we don't know.
Let's go back to the balcony. The more i got wonder about everything up there, the more i got confused of myself. I felt so sad knowing that i will die with billions questions i haven't solved.
Socrates said "i am intelligent because i know that i know nothing" and i am clever enough to know when i looked upon the sky that i'm just less than an atom to this universe with the mysteries and secrets it's having.
I just feel sad of how could i be such an arrogant asshole when thinking about this sort of thing.
But at most, i feel sad of knowing that i will die with bunch of unanswered questions.
I just hope that i will solve them out sometime in the afterlife hahaha.
The hell happened?
I don't know why i talked a lot about sky or universe or some related shit, i just found many thoughts when i looked up to the night sky.
The sky was so clear yesterday, the full moon shined so bright, and i also saw something i have never seen before. It looked like Venus but it was too bright and way too big to be it, for God's sake it was really beautiful. And the newspaper said that was the result of overlapping Jupiter and Venus which were on the same line from the place i was standing, i feel so lucky.
Before i continue to write, let me remind you that this might be a little sensitive for you have read the title, and people might think that i was just that idiotic shit who doesn't know what he's talking about and trying to shove his stupidity down to other people's head. Let me remind you that this is just some thoughts popping through my head --which is stupid-- but i just feel like i want everyone to know this. And it might lead you either into clarity or losing direction or nothing happens because you think that it's so stupid since you know something i don't know, depends on you.
Okay back to the balcony. I swear god yesterday's sky was so clear for which i could see hundreds, i don't know maybe thousands stars up there even though i don't know whether all of them were stars or not, but i assumed that they were all stars because they shined. I don't know a name of the stars i was looking, sun is the only visible star i can recognize, and yesterday on the balcony it was night, which means no sun of course. The fuck i was talking about?
And that moment at the balcony, at first i asked myself "how far can a naked human's eyes see?" wait... I mean "how far can human's naked eyes see?" or more specific "what is the furthest object out there in the sky we are able to see with naked eyes?" and guess what are the answers of those two questions... I have no fucking idea, and i didn't mind to find the answers on the internet because although i knew the answers, it's still a fucking miracle for me to know where the exact position of that furthest object is when there is no expert pointing at it.
Then after those questions, popped another ones like "how was the surface of the moon?" "where is mars right now?" "can we see another galaxy from here with mere naked eyes?" or "was that the edge of the Milky Way?" and another such kinda answerable questions i don't know the answers. But then i remembered that light travels around 300,000 Km/s, which is quite fast, but not fast enough when we talk about the super vast universe. When we see the furthest observable object with the strongest telescope currently existing, that object is not truly quite like that for this exact recent time. I got fascinated of how optical illusion is able to fool human. When you see an object out there, the furthest object, it might have been dead long time ago, the current condition is certainly not as we are able to see it right now because light only travels 300,000 Km/s and now imagine how far that object is. The appearance of that object needs thousands or perhaps millions years to reach our eyes. We are seeing the ghosts.
Okay i'm not good at giving explanation about something this high so let me just give the simple parable of it. The easiest way is phone line. You can hear what someone said straightly when you were in direct conversation right? But when you were in phone line, sometimes you realized there was a brief delay between the moment you said something and when the person on the other line heard it, right? Have you got what i was saying? If you haven't please just kill me.
So after that light speed stuff i asked myself again "am i only seeing ghosts of glorious stars?" "is that star i'm seeing up there just a glimpse of its past? Have that star blown yet? Is that star far enough to apply that law?". Then it led me to the dimension of time. Can you imagine how time is really matter when we are talking about this sort of thing? I mean imagine if there was no dimension of time, or imagine if we were able to replace the dimension of time with some other dimension we have not probably yet known, or imagine if we live with extra dimension(s). Time is the only wall between us and that furthest observable object.
And that's when i realized this might be the answer of God's existence.
This is only a sort of conjectural assumption in my head i have foreseen no one could ever explain within my lifespan. And as i recall, asking God's existence is counted as a sin in my religion, but i justify my thoughts, because i'm not defying something is existing, i believe that this kind of thing isn't counted as a manifestation of disbelieving. I'm just blending my faith between science and religion. I believe in Big Bang Theory and i assume the rest of the unanswered questions of universe existence is God's intervention. I believe in Darwin's Theory of Evolution and second guessing that Adam is the first Homo Sapiens. And i, no i don't have any other examples of mixing science and religion.
So, this is the sensitive part i told you at the first place. I summarize that God might does exist everywhere, God might be right in front of you right now or in your head or in your spine or in your smartphones or everywhere, we human just unable to see God or prove God's existence. Because God is living with/in extra/different dimension(s) as human lived. I don't know and i think no one will ever know.
Have you watched I Origins? It's a great movie trust me you should watch it. There's a scene on that movie which cut straight through my senses. I can't remember how exactly the conversation had gone but this is more or less how it went.
The scientist had a research with worm as the subject. The scientist who didn't believe in God was having a conversation with his girlfriend about God.
"how many senses does the worm have?"
"worm has 2 senses"
"and what are those?"
"sense of touch and sense of taste"
"so it couldn't see?"
"yes, worm has no eye"
"so the worm has no idea about the light's existence it gets surrounded by?"
"yes"
"so the worm doesn't know that light is existed?"
"yes"
"but light does exist, the worm just has no idea it exists because worm doesn't have the right sense to know it exists"
So, there's nothing left to say, we might just a living creature with the wrong stuff to prove God's existence. God is beyond our reach for now, i don't know whether human in the future is able to find God through science. But i have a feeling that our kind will extinct before we reached it.
That's why religion mention a lot about faith, because no one can prove anything, we don't really know but we just believe that there's something great who has the answer of everything we don't know.
Let's go back to the balcony. The more i got wonder about everything up there, the more i got confused of myself. I felt so sad knowing that i will die with billions questions i haven't solved.
Socrates said "i am intelligent because i know that i know nothing" and i am clever enough to know when i looked upon the sky that i'm just less than an atom to this universe with the mysteries and secrets it's having.
I just feel sad of how could i be such an arrogant asshole when thinking about this sort of thing.
But at most, i feel sad of knowing that i will die with bunch of unanswered questions.
I just hope that i will solve them out sometime in the afterlife hahaha.
The hell happened?
2 comment(s):
Seriously, your knowledge and your way of thinking and conveying could get you anywhere more than just some blog posts. Thanks for dropping a comment when you were stumbled upon my blog thus I can encounter such a badass' blog like this. Nyebelin juga sih lu bilang "just a random blogwalker" padahal kita kenal Den.. hahahah
I'M FUCKING FLATTERED SO BAD SINCE I BARELY GET SUCH POSITIVE COMPLIMENTS, STOP OVERESTIMATING THING UPON MY KIND OF LOW ROLLERS BECAUSE IF SO, WE WOULD FUCKING FLY SO HIGH THROUGH THE SEVENTH SKIES AND TURN INTO SUCH COCKY DOUCHEBAGS BUT THANKS A LOT :(
And by the way, i was blogwalking and DID stumbled that time hahaha i was aiming an anonymous comment but i had no fucking idea how :(
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