I'm actually exhausted of discussing the questions in my head, i always found what a dumb creature i am every time i was being inquisitive then dug the questions in my head deeper and got those questions were just the simple branches of another more complex questions i haven't ever thought about when i planned them out to get answered by someone whom i know has or probably has the answers afterward, or at least just to share it with other folks, or just to write them out, but i keep doing those in spite to discover whether or not someone knew the answers since i don't know who to ask. Trust me, knowing that you know nothing is the worst place you could ever be in. But i think that is the most interesting part of driving questions into topics, i could either stumble upon someone who knows the answers, or at worst, share my confusions with others.
So, i read an article a few weeks ago about a guy who got shot at his thigh, he didn't know that he had a bullet in his leg until he reached his brother's house, which took a quite long drive, and wondered why did his pants wet, he was frightened at the moment he realized that his pants was wet of blood, then the extreme pain just stung after he found a hole made of a gunshot on his thigh. Shocking right? I've heard few such stories but i could barely believe in that until a trusted media wrote it. You know what? I have instantly pulverized conscience bullshits once i watched some shows about brain, and been a long time since i have been believing that everything is in our head, and now i have an absolute evidence to say so.
I've tried to engage few adults on this but they keep telling me no, we human have 'heart' but i still can't believe such thing since they could only give me brilliant and convincing opinions about 'heart' --those bastards know how to talk like a prophet but not how to listen like fuck (i know that i might be the very same douchebag as them, but i have an argument on this "it's our nature to fight for our tenets" aight?)-- and correlated it with religious exhibitions.
I'm being agnostic on this, now i can't lie that i also feel something odd is happening deep beneath my chest, but i keep assuming that it's all in our head since i got the theories and the explanations, but the holy Qur'an (fyi i'm a Muslim) mentioned 'heart' a lot which has worsen my dilemma, and my mind is totally fucked on this.
Now let's finish it right here and get to the real topic after i give my own non-tested-and-non-based-on-any-data-but-assumption-bullshit theory as soon as i finished this sentence. Now that sentence is finished, you want my theory? Fuck your own ass.
No kidding, i'll give you my theory.
But no i wasn't kidding about thrusting your own ass.
Okay, now i believe that our mind triggers organs performance, which all those shits inside our chest and also the rest of ours as well are included into. Everything rides from brain to the rests of the body, the otherwise needs sense(s) recognition, unless that automatic nerves and spinal cord systems i don't give a fuck at. I'm pretty sure that you have been noticing the presence of noises somewhere deep inside that you don't really know where they came from. According to the popular belief or common sobriquet, they called the conscience, the voices of our 'heart'. You might not believe what i'm going to say, but there are plenty of people believe in 'heart' existence, they believe those sounds came from some place other than our head, i mean they believe that human's brain is incapable of doing that sort of activity, they believe that there is nothing left but ego and other bad things inside human's head, they believe that 'heart' is there to balance we human to follow the path of humanity. But for me, i believe those sounds before we do any decisive things are actually only humming in our heads, and body reactions are the manifestations of approval for the sounds existence. And i don't know why heart is probably the most sensitive or nearest or fastest or i-don't-know-what-such-particular-characteristic-is-called-as organ to give reaction upon what brain is up to that perhaps it induces the rest organs' reactions to be felt less responsive to us, that's why heart is what 'heart' is for me, heart is prominent, heart is dominating. Physical reactions in brain trigger some gland shit to produce hormones shit that may cause our heart to beats faster or slower or another sort of activation, or command to inhale more oxygen to get relaxation, or that some other shit. So that is what 'heart' is for me, chemical or physical or stuff reactions i don't understand, and conscience is the echoing sounds of options we always have after we obtain the result from mapping the haunting consequences of surmising through what the future may holds.
And stop it before i blow my head, let the questions remain unanswered if you didn't get what i explained. And by the way, i'm still framing the shape of shoving your own wiener up to your very own anus in my mind, it's fucking fabulous.
So here comes the real topic.
Now you know that pain is only inside our head, i have a really really long list of questions tailgating that statement, can you imagine the infinite possibilities from that?
We can't actually feel pain if our brain didn't know that we are wounded, pain is one real thing here, now please shut the whole fuck of that emotions bullshits since you know that you have the full control of them. No i'm not asking you to leave humanity, but stop being so weak and overreacting about everything that costs loss to yourself, stop damaging yourself by letting harmful emotions run over you, i'm just asking every single one of who reads this to stop hurting themselves. It's currently not for everybody but i'm only asking you all to believe what i believe, we can get out from any kind of negativity that may come in the present or the future, sooner or later. Just don't let yourself sinking in if you wanted to survive.
Let's move to another section.
Now from that pain is only inside our head we can conclude millions of wonderful possibilities of what human is actually capable of.
Have you ever asked yourself why can't human fly like bird? Have you ever asked yourself why can't human think that human can fly like bird?
Have you ever thought why can't human breath under the water like fish? Have you ever thought why can't human think that human can breath under the water like fish?
Have you ever wondered why can't human walk on vertical surface like spider? Have you ever wondered why can't human think that human can walk on vertical surface like spider?
Of course the answer of every first question from the last three paragraphs are yes and for the rests are no, right? Because we all know that we couldn't. But, have you ever thought that our grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grandsons might could?
What if mind were the igniter of evolution? What if each kin's mind determined the future of each kin's itself?
Where the fuck those craps came out from? No stop it'll heard like a retard if i keep carrying it on.
Did you notice that? I said no. Now the point is actually not that huge, evolving is too far and i think brain evolution is the best feature any creature could ever get, and by the way i think evolution is based on the necessity to survive at the dynamic environment, not the desire of being so greed. So i said no, just because i don't want to look stupid, this is the exact point where ideas mostly fell, dead, abandoned. Feel free to ask about everything since it costs nothing, and feel free to grow ideas since it costs nothing too, don't give a fuck on what would people say about you as long as you think that you are doing the right thing and not violating other people's rights though.
What if human is incapable of doing something just because we think so? What if you think that you couldn't just because you or other people think you couldn't? How can we discover what we are actually capable of if we ourselves were the blocking walls between us and the answer?
So here's the actual bottom line i plucked from figuring stuff after i read that article, i believe that the power of suggestion is true. Yes you can't always do what you think you can do, but you can barely do what you think you can't do. Suggest yourself to be stronger every time you want to give up just because the actual you probably are much beyond what you think you are right now.
I just figured out that we human actually need optimism to break through the frontiers, and just so you know that i'm that kind of person who doesn't actually use optimism, i simply just don't want to mistake between optimism and vanity.
This brain stuff is way too heavy to get dragged into my blog because you can see that i am as confused as you are right now, i don't know what i was talking about either. But imagine if what i said, the whole of it, were true, yet i have a strong feeling that most of this post are nonsense.
As usual, i prefer "fuck you" to end my post.
Fuck you.
So, i read an article a few weeks ago about a guy who got shot at his thigh, he didn't know that he had a bullet in his leg until he reached his brother's house, which took a quite long drive, and wondered why did his pants wet, he was frightened at the moment he realized that his pants was wet of blood, then the extreme pain just stung after he found a hole made of a gunshot on his thigh. Shocking right? I've heard few such stories but i could barely believe in that until a trusted media wrote it. You know what? I have instantly pulverized conscience bullshits once i watched some shows about brain, and been a long time since i have been believing that everything is in our head, and now i have an absolute evidence to say so.
I've tried to engage few adults on this but they keep telling me no, we human have 'heart' but i still can't believe such thing since they could only give me brilliant and convincing opinions about 'heart' --those bastards know how to talk like a prophet but not how to listen like fuck (i know that i might be the very same douchebag as them, but i have an argument on this "it's our nature to fight for our tenets" aight?)-- and correlated it with religious exhibitions.
I'm being agnostic on this, now i can't lie that i also feel something odd is happening deep beneath my chest, but i keep assuming that it's all in our head since i got the theories and the explanations, but the holy Qur'an (fyi i'm a Muslim) mentioned 'heart' a lot which has worsen my dilemma, and my mind is totally fucked on this.
Now let's finish it right here and get to the real topic after i give my own non-tested-and-non-based-on-any-data-but-assumption-bullshit theory as soon as i finished this sentence. Now that sentence is finished, you want my theory? Fuck your own ass.
No kidding, i'll give you my theory.
But no i wasn't kidding about thrusting your own ass.
What the hell?
Okay, now i believe that our mind triggers organs performance, which all those shits inside our chest and also the rest of ours as well are included into. Everything rides from brain to the rests of the body, the otherwise needs sense(s) recognition, unless that automatic nerves and spinal cord systems i don't give a fuck at. I'm pretty sure that you have been noticing the presence of noises somewhere deep inside that you don't really know where they came from. According to the popular belief or common sobriquet, they called the conscience, the voices of our 'heart'. You might not believe what i'm going to say, but there are plenty of people believe in 'heart' existence, they believe those sounds came from some place other than our head, i mean they believe that human's brain is incapable of doing that sort of activity, they believe that there is nothing left but ego and other bad things inside human's head, they believe that 'heart' is there to balance we human to follow the path of humanity. But for me, i believe those sounds before we do any decisive things are actually only humming in our heads, and body reactions are the manifestations of approval for the sounds existence. And i don't know why heart is probably the most sensitive or nearest or fastest or i-don't-know-what-such-particular-characteristic-is-called-as organ to give reaction upon what brain is up to that perhaps it induces the rest organs' reactions to be felt less responsive to us, that's why heart is what 'heart' is for me, heart is prominent, heart is dominating. Physical reactions in brain trigger some gland shit to produce hormones shit that may cause our heart to beats faster or slower or another sort of activation, or command to inhale more oxygen to get relaxation, or that some other shit. So that is what 'heart' is for me, chemical or physical or stuff reactions i don't understand, and conscience is the echoing sounds of options we always have after we obtain the result from mapping the haunting consequences of surmising through what the future may holds.
And stop it before i blow my head, let the questions remain unanswered if you didn't get what i explained. And by the way, i'm still framing the shape of shoving your own wiener up to your very own anus in my mind, it's fucking fabulous.
So here comes the real topic.
Now you know that pain is only inside our head, i have a really really long list of questions tailgating that statement, can you imagine the infinite possibilities from that?
We can't actually feel pain if our brain didn't know that we are wounded, pain is one real thing here, now please shut the whole fuck of that emotions bullshits since you know that you have the full control of them. No i'm not asking you to leave humanity, but stop being so weak and overreacting about everything that costs loss to yourself, stop damaging yourself by letting harmful emotions run over you, i'm just asking every single one of who reads this to stop hurting themselves. It's currently not for everybody but i'm only asking you all to believe what i believe, we can get out from any kind of negativity that may come in the present or the future, sooner or later. Just don't let yourself sinking in if you wanted to survive.
Let's move to another section.
Now from that pain is only inside our head we can conclude millions of wonderful possibilities of what human is actually capable of.
Have you ever asked yourself why can't human fly like bird? Have you ever asked yourself why can't human think that human can fly like bird?
Have you ever thought why can't human breath under the water like fish? Have you ever thought why can't human think that human can breath under the water like fish?
Have you ever wondered why can't human walk on vertical surface like spider? Have you ever wondered why can't human think that human can walk on vertical surface like spider?
Of course the answer of every first question from the last three paragraphs are yes and for the rests are no, right? Because we all know that we couldn't. But, have you ever thought that our grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grand grandsons might could?
What if mind were the igniter of evolution? What if each kin's mind determined the future of each kin's itself?
Where the fuck those craps came out from? No stop it'll heard like a retard if i keep carrying it on.
Did you notice that? I said no. Now the point is actually not that huge, evolving is too far and i think brain evolution is the best feature any creature could ever get, and by the way i think evolution is based on the necessity to survive at the dynamic environment, not the desire of being so greed. So i said no, just because i don't want to look stupid, this is the exact point where ideas mostly fell, dead, abandoned. Feel free to ask about everything since it costs nothing, and feel free to grow ideas since it costs nothing too, don't give a fuck on what would people say about you as long as you think that you are doing the right thing and not violating other people's rights though.
What if human is incapable of doing something just because we think so? What if you think that you couldn't just because you or other people think you couldn't? How can we discover what we are actually capable of if we ourselves were the blocking walls between us and the answer?
So here's the actual bottom line i plucked from figuring stuff after i read that article, i believe that the power of suggestion is true. Yes you can't always do what you think you can do, but you can barely do what you think you can't do. Suggest yourself to be stronger every time you want to give up just because the actual you probably are much beyond what you think you are right now.
I just figured out that we human actually need optimism to break through the frontiers, and just so you know that i'm that kind of person who doesn't actually use optimism, i simply just don't want to mistake between optimism and vanity.
This brain stuff is way too heavy to get dragged into my blog because you can see that i am as confused as you are right now, i don't know what i was talking about either. But imagine if what i said, the whole of it, were true, yet i have a strong feeling that most of this post are nonsense.
As usual, i prefer "fuck you" to end my post.
Fuck you.
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