I'm so fucking serious right now

Take a look at the ceiling if you were in any sort of shelter, for those who were outside, take a look at the sky. Now take a look at the ground where you step your feet on. You think you know where you are right? You are absolutely sure of where you're on, but everything isn't like what it seems.

Now can you tell me where your exact position is? You think that you're stepping your feet on permanent ground. Now do you know how massive our universe is? I don't think i need to fucking tell you this but have you ever thought about the odd system of the universe? And do you know the different between solar system and galaxy? I know that was a stupid question but i find that common knowledge has commonly misunderstood.

Now you guys must be asking where this conversation is leading to, i will tell you that i was trying to start it with those astonishing mind-blowing bullshits, but i apparently have none for now. But i seriously asked you about the galaxy shit, do you know that the center of the Milky Way is Sagittarius A-star? Our system with the solar as the center is only a small part of the galaxy, and our Milky Way galaxy is also only a tiny part of our super god damn wide universe. You'll know how vast our universe is as soon as you reached the end of this post. Now let's get to the Sagittarius A* of this post.

I was in a position where i find out how aimless i have got. I was trying to figure out something that you guys don't need to completely know the whole of it except the major point. I was in a condition where my sight can't even decide which one is black or which one is white. I was frightened when every visage inclined to be looking as grey. I was inside a vague direction i couldn't even tell where my head was heading to. I was in the middle of something i have never been in before, and i couldn't decide which distortion shall i pass through. I should decide right or left while each passage has antipodes but also resemble consequences. Everything looked so alike that time and i thought that both way is heading to a same place, only two different paths heading to a same direction. But only when i passed through one of those paths, i realized how big the differences were.

I was constrained to decide either keep on going or utterly leave the fuck out of everything i had spilled my blood for.

I couldn't just stay there, i should go somewhere other than the place i was standing, and the two options were the only options. There were some points that needed to be reconsidered over and over. I don't know whether i was strong enough to proceed but i also don't wanted to dispose my sincerity. So of course i decided to continue what i had started. And let me tell you that proceeding was not as simple as entering the battle, that time it was so hard because i was about to enter a whole new chapter.

And the clutter scattered when i went through then i knew that i don't have my best colonnades to support my foundation.

So i basically took the wrong way, and i thought that yes this path would also lead me to an end, the identical finish as leaving, but only just then i found out that i was wrong. It won't be ended as it will be ended if i decided to instantly end it. I still have the chance to re-enter the terrain if i want to. Now i'm only waiting for the instigation to re-build the strength of starting it all over again to come. But this case is still not that simple, let me tell you that it involves more than a single retarded individual, me, but it has an irrevocably second party.

The clues have gone too far for the public to read. I will stop before i start to lose control of myself and tell my secret to everyone. So guys, let me tell you something, if you were in such kind of condition i had, don't be afraid of taking steps anywhere you are going, everybody notices that there are a lot of fish in the ocean, so what makes you think that there aren't?

And here's the universe shit for you.

Actually, i didn't take the wrong turn, i did something right, at the wrong timing.