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19 August 2015

Shapeless Mind

So let's just get straight to the point instead of finding good intros to start first.

I met some new extraordinarily smart friends to discuss anything about, and i feel like it's such a waste if i don't share any of our discussions out of our table.

So we mostly talked about God, once again, God. A little bit sensitive but i don't think i want to share that part here since i have another more interesting side to share. We actually haven't talked about it at particular but i figured it out after detailing the bottom line from the topics we had analyzed.

It is connected with the title, yes this time i'm making a post that actually is connected to the title, and i feel a little bit proud of it.

Even just for one time, i will finally write something that defines the god damn title, hell yes i'm so happy for it.

05 August 2015

Kerupuk Amplang Samarinda

Halo semua apa kabar? Deni baik Alhamdulillah.

Mungkin beberapa bertanya tanya kenapa gua pake bahasa Indonesia sekarang, jadi begini ceritanya. Gua lagi nyari2 temen gua yang masih blogging gitu, terus gua nemu nih blog setan punya temen gua http://dodyhari.blogspot.com/ dan gua baca post tentang dia di frenjonin orang. Dan anehnya setelah gua baca itu gua teringat hari2 goblok gua di masa lalu, dan dari situlah tumbuh hasrat buat curhat kaya abg baru mimpi basah. Sebenernya post2 gua sebelomnya yang berbahasa google translate juga isinya curhatan doang, tapi kayanya kalo pake bahasa Indonesia maksud yang ingin diutarakan lebih mudah dicapai dan sederhananya minta ampun tapi hasilnya luar biasa gaada gunanya.

21 July 2015

Utter Nonsense

I'm actually exhausted of discussing the questions in my head, i always found what a dumb creature i am every time i was being inquisitive then dug the questions in my head deeper and got those questions were just the simple branches of another more complex questions i haven't ever thought about when i planned them out to get answered by someone whom i know has or probably has the answers afterward, or at least just to share it with other folks, or just to write them out, but i keep doing those in spite to discover whether or not someone knew the answers since i don't know who to ask. Trust me, knowing that you know nothing is the worst place you could ever be in. But i think that is the most interesting part of driving questions into topics, i could either stumble upon someone who knows the answers, or at worst, share my confusions with others.

17 July 2015

The Turd of Ours

Hey i just met you
And this is crazy
I'm fucking horny
So lay me maybe

It's hard to own like
Huge fat booby
But here's my pussy
So eat me baby

Ladies and Gentlemen, how the fuck are y'all doin'?

03 July 2015

Science of God

I was sitting on the balcony yesterday when i looked up to might be the clearest sky i've seen lately.

I don't know why i talked a lot about sky or universe or some related shit, i just found many thoughts when i looked up to the night sky.

The sky was so clear yesterday, the full moon shined so bright, and i also saw something i have never seen before. It looked like Venus but it was too bright and way too big to be it, for God's sake it was really beautiful. And the newspaper said that was the result of overlapping Jupiter and Venus which were on the same line from the place i was standing, i feel so lucky.

02 June 2015

Natural Superficiality

Admit it, none of you would think about having dissatisfaction when this trending, developing, and accelerating scientific dream gone real, Artificial Intelligence.

Yes there are many pros and cons about this. Of course the world is a lot more easier place to live in when machines and computers literally done every single piece of thing that should be done, no risk to be faced, sweat producing is unnecessarily needed, rich people think that way. And at the opposite, they think of what should they do when cyber terrestrials took everything in which they usually do, they have no idea how to survive at the world where human labors is no longer to be used. More or less that is the way it is, human kind should decide either to enter a brave new world and leave humanity behind or holding each other's hands and keep doing what they have always done while waiting for the dying planet Earth to die with effortless act to discover or create a new place to come home to. Everything needs sacrifice.

And i, as the representative of AI, have my own point of view about this, and i think i have another thing to talk about.

20 May 2015

Confidential File

Hello everyone.

Wait, a friend of mine told me to use paragraph mark on my posts so i guess it's a good time to start using one.

Dayum.

FOR FUCK'S SAKE I CAN'T FUCKING USE THE FUCKING TAB BUTTON ON THIS FUCKING SHIT.

10 May 2015

Not the proper time for fun stuff

I'm feeling so blue right now and it's raining outside.

I'm feeling so cold even though i'm sheltering beneath a warm roof and surrounded by thick walls.



failure


Perhaps that's why.

I don't need to ask you all these questions because i don't think it's necessary and i knew all the answers. I know that you have plenty of remorse about a lot of things you've done, i know that you have been regretfully lamenting all the irreversible mistakes in your past, and i know that you had taken some wrong turns in some occasional time in your life then asked how could you be that moron. But as always, in the end you will realize that anyone has got nothing to do with our past.

Let me tell you what kind of person i am when dealing with this sort of topic we're having.

02 May 2015

I'm so fucking serious right now

Take a look at the ceiling if you were in any sort of shelter, for those who were outside, take a look at the sky. Now take a look at the ground where you step your feet on. You think you know where you are right? You are absolutely sure of where you're on, but everything isn't like what it seems.

Now can you tell me where your exact position is? You think that you're stepping your feet on permanent ground. Now do you know how massive our universe is? I don't think i need to fucking tell you this but have you ever thought about the odd system of the universe? And do you know the different between solar system and galaxy? I know that was a stupid question but i find that common knowledge has commonly misunderstood.

24 April 2015

The price is not that far

I should have not done that, i know that i should have not done that.

Are you all also thinking about what i have been thinking lately? I just realized it, i wonder how could i have never thought about that basic simple thought.

I just found out that it's easier to build than to tear up what we've built. It's easier to purchase than to sell what we've bought. It's easier to produce than to make what we've produced be disentangled. It's easier to enter, than to leave.