Shapeless Mind

So let's just get straight to the point instead of finding good intros to start first.

I met some new extraordinarily smart friends to discuss anything about, and i feel like it's such a waste if i don't share any of our discussions out of our table.

So we mostly talked about God, once again, God. A little bit sensitive but i don't think i want to share that part here since i have another more interesting side to share. We actually haven't talked about it at particular but i figured it out after detailing the bottom line from the topics we had analyzed.

It is connected with the title, yes this time i'm making a post that actually is connected to the title, and i feel a little bit proud of it.

Even just for one time, i will finally write something that defines the god damn title, hell yes i'm so happy for it.

So i will write something about mind, again, not actually "the mind" at whole but tend to get more like an unpopular mindset appliance, i mean it's a common thing like you can literally find anyone saying shit about it anywhere anytime, but it's still one of the hardest thing to do.

So thinking out of the god damn box is the shit that fucked my mind the whole fucking time.

I once watched a video in Youtube, packed in kids' show concept, but extremely terrifying once you get the real meaning of the video. I ain't gonna tell any about the video's link or uploader or stuff and instead tell you through my next paragraph because i think you will lose interest upon my writings once you watched the video nonetheless you already lost it now.

So i bet that all you guys have known at least a thing about Sesame Street right? The video used the sesame street-like dolls type and some animated characters to have some intro conversations before the song with children vibe begins. So there were some dolls and characters sitting on chairs shaping a circle in a kindergarten class with a talking notebook as the teacher. The teacher asked the class about stuff then the class' answers were 'satisfying' you'll understand why i gave apostrophes to the 'satisfying' word when you have done reading this post from the top down to the bottom. After some other questions and some other answers, they began to sing about the questions and the answers. The song went pretty good at the opening part to the refrain till it reached the second bridge where the song went awfully frightening and the characters turned into cannibal heart-eater psychopathic. And in all of sudden, at the closing part they all went normal again, depends on your orientation about 'normal'.

That video revealed, clarified, gave awareness about something that is absolutely wrong. Something we are fully aware of, we completely know shit about it, although we are what we are and it is what it is, we foolishly keep doing it from then until now. The video has more or less taught me about thinking out of the box concept and why it mostly turned into complete chaos when it get applied to uncommon thinking to the society.

And just so you know that i took a brief dinner break after the full stop above. Before i took dinner, i have something amazingly elaborate and mind blowing to continue the paragraph but now i have completely forgotten the fucking whole of that shit. I could not recall even a single word... Oh okay i can remember one or two for now.

Have you watched 22 Jump Street? If you have then you must be know the word 'embedded' right? If you haven't then you can find a fucking explanation on google. So the video made me realize that after all this time, literally every single kid that went into any kind of pre-schooling, has been turned into victim of embedding. I get amazed of how could i just realize it this late. This is the root of why thinking out of the box is prone to be a paradox against the rational thinking for the society.

So let's get back to the video. I can't recall the detail but here's the big picture of the video, at first, the teacher asked the students to draw a cloud. A student draw it the different way as the teacher has always thought of, then the teacher asked to draw another things then every time a student draw it the other way than the teacher has always thought of, the teacher told them that they're WRONG. Have you got the point? It's about creativity. Have you ever realized that most of every conception we ever thought about is basically someone else's thoughts? It's still fair enough if you yourself heard what someone said and try to consume it for yourself or grow it upon yourself, but it's a different case when someone forcefully try to shove their thoughts down to other's, we usually called it as 'brainwashing'.

Now isn't that meant we were brainwashed? I mean the sun colored yellow, the ocean is blue, the shape of paper plane is like that, and another such kind of thing. Brainwashing is illegal isn't it?

How come killing children's creativity is not included into brainwashing on law?

Now i get this question from one of my new friend "have you ever realized that we were taught how to walk and to talk when we were just a kid, and now we were commanded to sit still and shut up?"

That question is killing me.

And this kind of creativity is only a little part of thinking out of the box.

Now how can everyone is asking us to think out of the box while our thinking has got boxed from the very foundation?

That was a simple question with complex answer.

It's only a simple matter of perspective, satisfaction, nobility, modesty, every single piece of human's characters depends on who walks on whose shoes. Yes you can say that American's GI is the hero of WWII, the savior, the liberator, but no they're not the hero for the nazis. Yes you may say that Bin Laden is a terrorist because he killed the innocents, but no he is not for his men, or family, or friends.




Let me ask you some things, what is the meaning of being normal? What is the meaning of normal itself? What is the meaning of right? What is the meaning of wrong?

It's odd that sometimes you fell over something for its simplicity, and sometimes you fell for its otherwise, you can't tell how bright a light is unless you were immersed in total darkness, you would have no idea how tall you have flew unless you stepped your feet on the ground beforehand.

Now you tell me what is the meaning of right and wrong.

Every pair of existing antipodes, negative-positive, up-down, right-left, wrong-right, is irrevocably bonded to one another just to support each other's significance. There will be no up when there is no down, there will be no right when there is no left, there will be no wrong when there is no right. So you may not tell anyone whether they're right or wrong unless you were dealing with facts and data, there's no such thing as smart and fool, good and bad, wrong and right, there is no 'different' because once again it's only the matter of perspective and preference. Let me tell you if you ever thought about something is wrong or something is right, you were brainwashed, you are a slave of society's glasses.

So please open your mind and think out of your god damn box before you give any judgement upon anything.

Now i believe in God and my religion. I can't say that the period before the religion came down toward human is chaotic, but killing people, taking someone's rights to live is cruel for me. Religion is the beginning of right or wrong, religion is the center of this mess. Yes it's a good thing to order human's life with harmony, yes i get that religion touched down to prevent the chaos, yes i get that it's a good thing, but the whole paragraphs above is fundamentally the impact of religion movements. I know that everything needs sacrifice, i know that it costs something to get the goal, but i just want everyone to realize that religion also taught us to open our eyes wide.

Some of you may be snapping on me about this thinking out of the box stuff for i have disoriented it a little with empathy, but now think out of your box, isn't my whole writings asked you to think out of the fucking box? Don't get completely reined on a single explanation, open up your fucking head.





It's hard to impress people, get appreciated, when the target is galvanized with the concept of good and bad.

Thanks for the people around me for i may realized it sooner than it think i would be when i walk along my pavement of life on my own.

Here's the video

I just re-read the fucking whole post, and now i get confused of what i was talking about, it happens a lot of fucking times. But fuck that shit, at least i used English which is cool. Now you figure it out on your own since i can't give any further explanation because i myself got confused of the topics too. Fuck this and fuck that.