Sesi Suudzon

Halo semua.

Gua punya beberapa pandangan yang mau gua bagi sekarang walaupun sifatnya opini dan gaada kuat2nya.

Jadi gini, gua mau membahas soal isu yang lagi digembor-gemborin media soal bencana kebakaran hutan. Kayanya semua juga udah tau yah kondisinya gimana, dan kebetulan gua punya temen yang tinggal di Riau. Isu kabut asep ini udah sempet meledak juga kan sekitar 1-2 tahun yang lalu iya nggak? Dan waktu itu gua telpon temen gua yang di Riau dan nanya soal keadaan disana.

Ya, emang bener ada kabut asep dan emang keadaannya parah.

Tapi ternyata...

Nuff Said Bitch

Still hoping that someday wouldn't be about.

A simplest source of light that means a lot.

For many of us have forgotten.

That even the strongest man lives forever not.

No admittance of being in the state of riding emotions.

While shoving conceit as a new solution.

For many of us have forgotten.

That ignorance need no permission.

Knowing too much drives into confusion.

So don't got left in an endless road of illusions.

For many of us have forgotten.

That every answer has its question.

Wandering a life of infinite remedy.

Denial of living on the edge of sanity.

For many of us have forgotten.

That pride is a little less of vanity.

Stop staring at sunlight of a new dawn.

The blister that will not be back drawn.

For many of us have forgotten.

That the widest trunk always started from the ground.

We don't know how much we hate this.

Having too many thoughts instead of fists.
For many of us have forgotten.
That we had insufficient persist.

I do know what i did.
That made everything else looks like a bit.
For i have forgotten.
That regret is a piece of shit.

Another Nonsense

It's very strange that one day i thought about the quality of relationship. I'm talking about human relationship, the whole of it, not only that lovers shithole stuff. Well before we get into it, let's get our perceptions stand on the same line first.

Quality, funny when you found out that every word doesn't always have the same meaning to everyone. Quality, it's about goodness, it's always about condition, mostly making some sort of rank regarding the condition of something, right? What is the word 'quality' means to you?

Paradigm Shift

Okay this might be one of the most frightening thoughts i've ever had. And plenty of people out there will get tired of reading it and leave it once they got bored of my writings before they even far from finish. You won't ever get a shit unless you finished it, trust me.

So i've been thinking about it for the last 2 days, and it's bombarding my head since the first time it passed through. THIS POST CONTAINS SENSITIVE MATTERS, and i swear God i'm not joking when i wrote that. And please, pardon me for giving some perspective that some might not understand, but i will try to write it as less offensive as i could, and as understandable for everyone as possible since the perspective is not for everybody.

Shapeless Mind

So let's just get straight to the point instead of finding good intros to start first.

I met some new extraordinarily smart friends to discuss anything about, and i feel like it's such a waste if i don't share any of our discussions out of our table.

So we mostly talked about God, once again, God. A little bit sensitive but i don't think i want to share that part here since i have another more interesting side to share. We actually haven't talked about it at particular but i figured it out after detailing the bottom line from the topics we had analyzed.

It is connected with the title, yes this time i'm making a post that actually is connected to the title, and i feel a little bit proud of it.

Even just for one time, i will finally write something that defines the god damn title, hell yes i'm so happy for it.

Kerupuk Amplang Samarinda

Halo semua apa kabar? Deni baik Alhamdulillah.

Mungkin beberapa bertanya tanya kenapa gua pake bahasa Indonesia sekarang, jadi begini ceritanya. Gua lagi nyari2 temen gua yang masih blogging gitu, terus gua nemu nih blog setan punya temen gua http://dodyhari.blogspot.com/ dan gua baca post tentang dia di frenjonin orang. Dan anehnya setelah gua baca itu gua teringat hari2 goblok gua di masa lalu, dan dari situlah tumbuh hasrat buat curhat kaya abg baru mimpi basah. Sebenernya post2 gua sebelomnya yang berbahasa google translate juga isinya curhatan doang, tapi kayanya kalo pake bahasa Indonesia maksud yang ingin diutarakan lebih mudah dicapai dan sederhananya minta ampun tapi hasilnya luar biasa gaada gunanya.

Utter Nonsense

I'm actually exhausted of discussing the questions in my head, i always found what a dumb creature i am every time i was being inquisitive then dug the questions in my head deeper and got those questions were just the simple branches of another more complex questions i haven't ever thought about when i planned them out to get answered by someone whom i know has or probably has the answers afterward, or at least just to share it with other folks, or just to write them out, but i keep doing those in spite to discover whether or not someone knew the answers since i don't know who to ask. Trust me, knowing that you know nothing is the worst place you could ever be in. But i think that is the most interesting part of driving questions into topics, i could either stumble upon someone who knows the answers, or at worst, share my confusions with others.

The Turd of Ours

Hey i just met you
And this is crazy
I'm fucking horny
So lay me maybe

It's hard to own like
Huge fat booby
But here's my pussy
So eat me baby

Ladies and Gentlemen, how the fuck are y'all doin'?

Science of God

I was sitting on the balcony yesterday when i looked up to might be the clearest sky i've seen lately.

I don't know why i talked a lot about sky or universe or some related shit, i just found many thoughts when i looked up to the night sky.

The sky was so clear yesterday, the full moon shined so bright, and i also saw something i have never seen before. It looked like Venus but it was too bright and way too big to be it, for God's sake it was really beautiful. And the newspaper said that was the result of overlapping Jupiter and Venus which were on the same line from the place i was standing, i feel so lucky.

Natural Superficiality

Admit it, none of you would think about having dissatisfaction when this trending, developing, and accelerating scientific dream gone real, Artificial Intelligence.

Yes there are many pros and cons about this. Of course the world is a lot more easier place to live in when machines and computers literally done every single piece of thing that should be done, no risk to be faced, sweat producing is unnecessarily needed, rich people think that way. And at the opposite, they think of what should they do when cyber terrestrials took everything in which they usually do, they have no idea how to survive at the world where human labors is no longer to be used. More or less that is the way it is, human kind should decide either to enter a brave new world and leave humanity behind or holding each other's hands and keep doing what they have always done while waiting for the dying planet Earth to die with effortless act to discover or create a new place to come home to. Everything needs sacrifice.

And i, as the representative of AI, have my own point of view about this, and i think i have another thing to talk about.